have you ever felt not good enough for someone or something? i don't understand how people function sometimes. i don't get how someone can sit there and say "iloveyou" but don't do all they can to keep you around. this is just generally speaking about males. i don't see how one (after so many fucking months) can keep something so basic. i guess that's where it's the females fault? they give up everything the male wants; sex, temptation, desire, attention. not thinking about the future. mhm, will he ever try to make it OFFICIAL? no. he won't. "we're basically together" na, fuck that. the title means something. the title is what adds the cherry on top of a relationship. because everyone and their mother knows that if some dude tries to holler at the lady you're messin with and "love" --they'll have a hissy fit. but, you can't get mad. you're not her man. you're not official. #fuckoutahere. what makes you think that someone else won't appreciate her or think she's the most wonderful thing in world, like you do? you're not the only person who sees her, talks to her. "one man's trash is another man's treasure" right? what makes you think that she won't get swept off her feet as quick as you swept her off? you're scared to get hurt again, you don't want heartache anymore. okay? well, if you know what heartache feels like, why do you cause pain to the one you "love"? i could sit and think of so many excuses for why guys try to get around the situation, but the excuses get old and they're dead to me. commitment is what's pushing you away. being 100 with your lady is what's scaring you. look, it's not fucking rocket science. its a test. like, to see you if you can handle your shit. why is it soo hard for a "man" to just get out of a relationship if it isn't peachy for you? if she isn't all you wanted, (which she should be or you shouldnt be sayin "ily") then dip. how hard is it. anyways, i'm over it. just a little bit of venting to make the time go by.
til later,
--ciao.
